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Posted on 11/02/2010
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The wife the last message
His wife is a small tail, I go to where she asked fleece jackets where. I get bored, but she did not antireligious. However, the small tails but in that heavy raining night disappear forever...
I feel very sad, filled with guilt and pain, I can't forgive yourself for your own mistakes.
On the wedding day, wife use to buy ring money to buy me a cell phone. That night, we two lay in the bedquilt and adjust the phone rang the bell. We think, life is like this ring, bright, women's fleece jacket fair-sounding, full of longing and hope. From that day on, I often received a call from her: "husband, off some food to go home." "Husband, I miss you, I love you." "Husband, evening together to mother home for dinner." My heart is very warm. Once, I forgot to recharge my cell phone battery, and just accompany leadership at grassroots level, entertainment until midnight to get back home, opened the door, and a look, I found that his wife had cry red eyes. Originally from my time, she started to every 15 minutes playing a telephone, I was not in service. The wife waterproof jacket more anxious, always think anything happened, then every ten minutes playing again, until I open the door, she just put the receiver down. I told her the fuss disagree: "I'm not a kid anymore, can anything happen?" The wife say had a presentiment that feel I don't answer the phone won't come back, I clap his wife's head and smiled: "fool!" However, since then I have been hadn't forgotten to give my cell phone battery.
Then I got a promotion, had the money, mobile phone women's waterproof jacket changed several. Suddenly one day, I think of a debtor to wife of the ring, then excitedly only pull her to go shopping malls. But she again hesitant, said: "the platinum diamond ring on her finger set in what use? Give me buy a mobile phone? I can often get in touch with you." So I bought her a cell phone.
That day, we in a bedroom, a living room, send each other in short message, a ball..
One night, my colleagues and I to friend cheap softshell home play CARDS, is playing in the mood, the wife had called, "where are you? How to still don't go home?" "In my colleagues at home playing CARDS." "When will you come back?" "Later!" Lost win, win was defeated.my wife telephone dozen again and again. It rained heavily, the wife rang again: "where are you? What are you doing? Come back soon!" "I didn't tell you? I'm colleagues house to play, such heavy rain softshell online how I go back home!" "That you tell me where you are in now, I will meet you!" "No!" Play friend laughed at me "caitiff", I off.
At dawn, I lost my hands are empty, my friend sent me back home by his car, but our door lock, the wife was not at home. Just then, the telephone rang, is mother-in-law call telephone fleece jacket that cry to say: she risked rain night out, riding a bicycle, carrying an umbrella to my colleague, home to seek and find a way out, and a traffic accident, he did not wake up.
I open my phone, and it has a unread messages: "did you forget? Today is our anniversary for wedding! I find you, stop running around, I take your umbrella!" She went on to find my way, didn't awake forever. My tears, over girls fleece jacket and looked at this message, I think it a night I lose the whole world.
The wife has been dead for three months, but I still can't wake up from nightmares, I don't want to work, the whole yue depression flagging, and again thoughted of accompany her go...zfm